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Ugh. Went home sick -- couldn't stop sneezing and couldn't breathe through my nose, felt like all the weight of my upper body had collected in the top 10% of my skull. Even though I wish I had more days off, and even though I don't mind being sick actually, unless I'm really sick, I don't like missing work for being sick. So it goes. Also: the ( Read more... )

Nobody's more aware than me how much my livejournal for the past three to six months has become more or less a chronicle of mild lower-case-d depression. I bitch nonstop about not doing anything, then I don't do anything. I mope and moan and remind myself to work, and then I don't work. Or I work for a couple of weeks and lose it again. I don't ( Read more... )